Monday, November 29, 2004

Lost Soul, Busy Body, Restless Mind,Brave Heart....Yeah That's me...

The World is not enough...In fact I don't care if some angel or Superhuman from above and beyond gives me the world in compressed format and asks me to guard it from other foolish human beings...
A few calls are enough....Give me the last spot in the dossier of India's tomorrows and Day after tomorrows..Ofcourse..There are others outside these hallowed lawns who are twice as potent...So no one get offended by my apparently free wheeling statement...

Let me learn how to unlearn people of their myths....Give me the freedom of choice...Let me and not a few guys 10 years elder to me decide what I should do in life and when i should look at the ceiling and when to lift my head from a stupid box of bits and pixels....
Let me live life doing what I want instead of writing code for some first cousin of satan who wants his computer software to perform a Double somersault and Three twists before it falls crashing into the swimming pool...
What the hell...If you stay up in the night and watch movies atleast there's half a reason to lose sleep but not attending phone calls from hell's gateway...
Well...The reason why I am still afloat in this dirty soup is cus I Hope and I dream...of a resurgence from monotony..Hey...I am not saying MBA Land is paradise or it's a gateway to permanent getaway from work...Far from it...I wanna work the way I want to...Not that the MNC or the plum job after an MBA will be any different from my current one..Not at all...
But I will have the freedom of free will to quit and start my own sweet piece of bull crap...To do something thats beyond the confines of the strangling red tape...and that does not have anything to do with grappling with a stupid device made of plastic and asking it to do what you want cus u can't get other men to obey you...
Well, Life beyond the three letter degree will not be drastically different...But the three letter degree will make a difference to me and help me make a difference to the world in my own small way....It will cease making me feel middle classy, constrained, short sighted, risk averse...
It wont take me to these adjectives' antonyms in weeks...but over a period of time...my evolution will lead to a revolution in the way I look at life and lead life...

Day Dream....Yes...most certainly...But now its up to god and a few guys from other parts of India to stand up and answer my prayers...



3 comments:

Girish said...

still wondering how u pack so much into each line u write.. otha un kadamai uNarchikku oru aLave illiyadaa..

guess i am jus too lazy to sit and write these days.. to write somethin like this, for me, requires some thinkin to be done, which is wat i dont seem to hav enthu for..

am seriously thinkin abt makin a short film in Dec-Jan, and hav been thinkin only abt camera angles, rerecording, lighting, script, editing and stuff... thats my dream now.. after Dec 20, before Jan 1, andha cycle gap dhaan..

ps :: How was the bday party? and make sure u listen to the music of "kaadhal". haricharan has sung 3 numbers in the movie, and i love the theme. poLa naech.

maheshbalaji said...

J nee yezhuthara ovvaru blog-kum naa yosichu yosichu comment post panarthukku porumaye illada! OFFICIAL here - i jus love whatever u write! darma neach!

if u have to get somewhere in life....u have to first start thinking of urself being there!

U jus did this precisely.......like Giri is doing n so am i......jus that u put it into words like no one else da!

THA .....!

ranga said...

Therila daa.. I really dont think I have trhe literary abilityto keep winding words to describe ur blog efforts.. jus that.,, simply irresistible.... as I have written earlier somewhere in ur blog.... I seriously do wish I could write likle you.... or for that matter girish.. therila daa... styles of writing as different as it can get.. but as lovable as it can get..


and lving out ur dreams. impressed like hell actua;lly I am..... anotther thing I have lots to talk to u guys abt,,.,, anyway that's for sometime later.. in person...


Ranga