“Why does life go on”
When Death is not an option…
It’s a decision of choice…
But when pained hearts are hands …
Which don’t and won’t let you go…
You have no choice….
When tomorrow is not an option…
But a reality you don’t want to face,
When sleep is an illusion that doesn’t help much,
In delaying the inevitable….
You look at the past in the eye…
And close your eyes…
In the hope that your eyes stay closed when that dawn comes….
If it still comes…
you close your eyes and wait for the day after…
Until Tomorrow ceases to exist…
If tomorrow does not come….
When prayers are not an option…
At seeking salvation, because love has duties attached…
You pray others will go on without you…
Knowing very well they can’t…
But that is what a prayer is…
And a prayer is not an option…
When pain is not an option…
It’s a cherished companion…
You spread the pain without knowing you do….
And your near and dear share it
even though you like enjoying it alone…
The pain must stop…albeit only for the others…
When tears are not an option…
But a matter of free flowing thought…
Words are powerless…
But tears fail you at keeping others happy…
Why are they for?
If they can’t ease one’s pain…
And multiply others’ pain to manifest in their eyes….
They are not an option…
Life shouldn’t go on…
But it will…
Damn It…
Harish Jayesh
18.8.2005
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God is great.
Sarvam Shivamayam.
Sarvam Krishnaarpanam.
Aathigam pesum adiyaarkkellaam Sivame anbaagum
Naathigam pesum "kettavarkellam"
Vambe sivamaagum...
Unmaiyai pesum "psycho"kkellaam
Anbe sivamaagum...
Vaazhve "Tha"vam
J Harsh!
u r a good man...
hahahaha...daas - nalla tag team u ve put together in cracking jokes...pinreenga daa...today's quota for ROFL...
looked into N. Vijayanan's - avan maarave illa...under-achiever until now. ofcourse, i think he s safe hands at Tucson (again, J's diction).
ps - God willing, at Chennai at 8 am IST 27th Oct (for 14 days).
unnai kanden...
kan moodi kan thiranthen...
unnai kanden...
nee en saranaalayam.
J - ithu aatheegama? naatheegama?!
otha sootheegam!!
frankly, that didnt make much sense to me..
too abstract for me.
bhagavan therivadhu illai, bhakthi yum kuraivadhillai...
kaadhali pesavum illai,
en kaadhalum kuraivadhillai...
along these lines, makki sonnathu aatheegam naalum, after analysing Girish's view point, i think...
subtle-a oru piece .... athuvum enakku therinja thamiz la ezuhtalaanu paathen avlothaan!!!
meaning is as---
'kan moodi' signifies death!
'kan thiranthen' signifies opening of the 'knowledge eye'
so jus b4 death i prayed... and saw my God!.... and next to death... went to God again!
athanaala.... 'nee en saranaalayam'
puriyutha?!
dei paavi.... kavithukku elaam artham solla koodathuda! anubavikkanum.... aaraya koodathu!
appo naanum sollren kavithai...
mavane evanaavadhu aaraaya aaramicheenga... avuthu aruthuduven... (evvlo "a".. idha rasikkaama iruka mudiyaadhu..)
kanne.. en kanne...
kammanaatti ponne...
ennai pudikkala endraal en mel adi thakkaali...(repeat twice)
aanaal, pidikkaamal pidippadhu pol nadikkaadhe tha-okkaali..
(sun tv pattimandram raja style-la padikkanum)
kaadhal apdindradhu potato chips maadhiri..
apdinnu evan da sonnaan mudinja ondikkondi modhuri...
purinjudhaa?
hahaha - ammmaa dei kannu valigudhu daa - sirichchu sirichchu
J blog a oru saakadayaa maaththiteengalae da - oru PD e vanthu padichchaa damage aaidum daas!!!
ps - all fun aside for a couple of min. - saw a short film in Amritha (malayalam channel - if u dint know) sema moving aa irunthathu, very good concept too. really liked the female protag...loked pretty though must say was vey normal (nothing special whatsoever) - was wondering for a long time why i liked and then struck the point - with broad forehead and lean (not too much but still yes) and cute and simple - apdiye PD maathiri!!! aahaa appo thaan all came together to my mind. also recollected all those moments during 3/4th years - what time daas - athuvum, ... venaam i ob can't write more for fear of disclosure of identity - neways romba pudichchu pochu ellam - aanaa J enakku -infinity kuduthaan paaru, athukku avanukku manippe kidayaathu.
if awake, call da..
chumma...
no spam..please
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