Monday, November 29, 2004

Lost Soul, Busy Body, Restless Mind,Brave Heart....Yeah That's me...

The World is not enough...In fact I don't care if some angel or Superhuman from above and beyond gives me the world in compressed format and asks me to guard it from other foolish human beings...
A few calls are enough....Give me the last spot in the dossier of India's tomorrows and Day after tomorrows..Ofcourse..There are others outside these hallowed lawns who are twice as potent...So no one get offended by my apparently free wheeling statement...

Let me learn how to unlearn people of their myths....Give me the freedom of choice...Let me and not a few guys 10 years elder to me decide what I should do in life and when i should look at the ceiling and when to lift my head from a stupid box of bits and pixels....
Let me live life doing what I want instead of writing code for some first cousin of satan who wants his computer software to perform a Double somersault and Three twists before it falls crashing into the swimming pool...
What the hell...If you stay up in the night and watch movies atleast there's half a reason to lose sleep but not attending phone calls from hell's gateway...
Well...The reason why I am still afloat in this dirty soup is cus I Hope and I dream...of a resurgence from monotony..Hey...I am not saying MBA Land is paradise or it's a gateway to permanent getaway from work...Far from it...I wanna work the way I want to...Not that the MNC or the plum job after an MBA will be any different from my current one..Not at all...
But I will have the freedom of free will to quit and start my own sweet piece of bull crap...To do something thats beyond the confines of the strangling red tape...and that does not have anything to do with grappling with a stupid device made of plastic and asking it to do what you want cus u can't get other men to obey you...
Well, Life beyond the three letter degree will not be drastically different...But the three letter degree will make a difference to me and help me make a difference to the world in my own small way....It will cease making me feel middle classy, constrained, short sighted, risk averse...
It wont take me to these adjectives' antonyms in weeks...but over a period of time...my evolution will lead to a revolution in the way I look at life and lead life...

Day Dream....Yes...most certainly...But now its up to god and a few guys from other parts of India to stand up and answer my prayers...



Friday, November 19, 2004

Prayers solicited....

The ears have started to feel hot again...
There are a few butterflies in the stomach...
God I need ur Blessings...
Any human being visiting this place...ur wishes and blessings are welcome...

God is great...
Fingers crossed.....

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Life on the Crowded Lane

I am walking in the middle of a BAAAAD Mount Road Traffic Jam and don't know whether i will cross the road safely...This is a fast moving traffic jam, oddly enough...lots of vehicles hurtling down the road at a frenetic pace...but still the road is blocked as hell....
Whether I will get hit a la Alaipayuthey Shalini or whether i have to go under a national permit lorry to cross the road i do not know...But One thing for sure...I have to cross the road while the traffic is moving...and can't afford to wait for it to stop...

Well...that much as far as a wordy description of my present state is concerned..To KISS (Keep it short and simple)
for once i am having to work in life...;) and could not update this space due to lack of time...a classic case of one dimension affecting another...(wonder how physicists deal with four dimensions and more;))
Looking forward to enter a well shielded gate at the other end of this traffic jam, and hope I won't have to encounter my server's favourite error "403 Access denied"....