Those Times...

It was another time...another place...Closer to heaven...
The times we had...The memories...The fun..The petty fights....The Long hours...The blissful discussions....The feeling...The emotions...The ambitions...The highs...the lows...The rejuvenations...The small separations...The big conversations...The care...The warmth....The joys....The sorrows...The shocks...The recoveries......

And yet...ALL that are left are ashes of the burnt time...I remembered this seeing the ashes from my cigarette butt...What a powerful object...What a powerful object a relationship is.....

And ALL i can hope is to rise from these ashes...driven by hope n these fond n disturbing memories...to a journey that has to resist the disruptive power of the void.....a journey that is gonna take this lone traveller...WHERE???
but where......

The Psycho's work ethic

I rot n die till deadlines come....Then I die for the deadline, and let the deadline die...
then I rot and die again......

The Psycho....in Chennai

Chennai, a city that housed the psycho for such a long time....fails to hold magic now...
Girish was there, Amma, Appa, Veedu, naai kutty were there, but the charm has ceased to exist....
Why?
Am I a BAD man,
or because, the hype n expectations I used to build up everytime are no longer in the scheme of things?
Or because I feel lonely in Chennai...Yeah..that is the reason...The Lonely Psycho...yeah thats me...The mind often has its own reasons which reason can't explain....Prof Govi. thanks for that adage....

otherwise, Ranga - HBTY...hope u liked my gift...
Girish - thanks for givin me "Longing" the song, i hope i hav done enuf justice to an otherwise brilliant composition
Movies watched - Thavamai Thavamirundhu, Kanda Naal mudhal...
Both good stuff only....
The next Ance Sitco effort will not be a short film...that much for sure...we know what it is...
so watch out.....
Coming soon, to a computer screen near you....
Ance Sitco Productions present
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Don't Miss It.....

p.s
IIMB, I dint miss u....
I hope u dint miss me too...
I know u wont...