Before Sunrise...

Is it a coincidence that Nestle sunrise had to base their legendary ad on a relationship?....The movie..Before Sunrise..is such a fascinating journey into relationships that all of u guys must watch it, while i shut up n go back to enjoy what is a hard earned vacation at home......
More such movie one line recommendations are due...
btw, exams ARE over..so is year one..waitin for the internship in the simmerin chennai heat n then for year two,..and a few friends who will be down for the summer....

A dream is born

A new dream...A lofty dream...That would yield a lotta satisfaction...Some fame, money n recognition in the process...
But TOUGH TOUGH to realize...
In fact a crazy n farfetched dream accordin to many...
But aint it the point of life....Setting unattainable mirages as goals and creating reality from these seemingly invisible products of vision.....
One year from now...The mirage shall clear....and reality shall surface....
But will I be in the fortunate position of not making out the disappearance of the mirage?
Time shall tell the tale...

It's been some days...

Since I was this relieved...
To use proprietary terms...
This week has been what the heck-tic...Exams, submissions, exchange program tension.....


Strong music, Good movies and ofcourse, my trusted "man -friday nights", here I am....

Work are there...After the 2 days of frenzied chilling out....
;)
And listenin to ARR's Godfather...no comments as of now...
And dudes...i promise to reply to mails better now on...for some days atleast...
have to rush to a class on a sleepy saturday afternoon...But then..such are the rules of this place...

Change?

A fundamental re-alignment of the scrambled jigsaw...into something pleasantly chaotic....
A blow-away of the wall-thick layer of illusion that has settled in...
A bulldozing of the unstructured eighth blunder of the world...the existing work-ethic
A cyclonic-washout of the sea-side slum built out of a lackadiasical loser attitude...
A construction of the incomplete and derelict Bannerghatta flyover - the forgotten confidence and self belief...
The resurrection of god's gift to human kind...Hope...
The re-discovery of the fundamental existential life blood - Purpose....
The tracking down of the specialist of the disappearing act...Ambition..

Change..
One word that will achieve all these...

The first rule of fight club is not to ask any questions....
to this post...
or to anything in life...

Those Times...

It was another time...another place...Closer to heaven...
The times we had...The memories...The fun..The petty fights....The Long hours...The blissful discussions....The feeling...The emotions...The ambitions...The highs...the lows...The rejuvenations...The small separations...The big conversations...The care...The warmth....The joys....The sorrows...The shocks...The recoveries......

And yet...ALL that are left are ashes of the burnt time...I remembered this seeing the ashes from my cigarette butt...What a powerful object...What a powerful object a relationship is.....

And ALL i can hope is to rise from these ashes...driven by hope n these fond n disturbing memories...to a journey that has to resist the disruptive power of the void.....a journey that is gonna take this lone traveller...WHERE???
but where......

The Psycho's work ethic

I rot n die till deadlines come....Then I die for the deadline, and let the deadline die...
then I rot and die again......

The Psycho....in Chennai

Chennai, a city that housed the psycho for such a long time....fails to hold magic now...
Girish was there, Amma, Appa, Veedu, naai kutty were there, but the charm has ceased to exist....
Why?
Am I a BAD man,
or because, the hype n expectations I used to build up everytime are no longer in the scheme of things?
Or because I feel lonely in Chennai...Yeah..that is the reason...The Lonely Psycho...yeah thats me...The mind often has its own reasons which reason can't explain....Prof Govi. thanks for that adage....

otherwise, Ranga - HBTY...hope u liked my gift...
Girish - thanks for givin me "Longing" the song, i hope i hav done enuf justice to an otherwise brilliant composition
Movies watched - Thavamai Thavamirundhu, Kanda Naal mudhal...
Both good stuff only....
The next Ance Sitco effort will not be a short film...that much for sure...we know what it is...
so watch out.....
Coming soon, to a computer screen near you....
Ance Sitco Productions present
"________________________ "

Don't Miss It.....

p.s
IIMB, I dint miss u....
I hope u dint miss me too...
I know u wont...